From inside

A duality lies in thinking and perceiving life
to get lost in feelings is pretty casual
Seems that heart and mind are always in a strife
But to live isn't to walk a tightrope after all?

Arms, beds, cuddles, dinners, escorts
friends getting high, illusions, jazz.
Easy as ABCs, life goes, no efforts.
Chaos sounds good. To love is to mess.

Roots within my soul, but they wont bind me
They're there to show where i'm from
All this hate around just won't find me
Sealed my mind shutt. Bad things? Let them come

See, darling, things get easier when you stop to pretend
Come and kiss me 'cause flesh rots, but love never end.